Aww fudge, I missed the Day 1 registration to...
It’s because I am a Slytherin, isn’t it? ;-; Where are all my Hufflepuffs at? I heard they are good at this shit. /Brb camping for tomorrow and preparing to move to Pigfarts
Bland, absolutely bland.
I am quite sick of feeling so inadequate and insignificant tonight. I am tired and I need to do something about it. Maybe get a goddamn job or something, because it is quite clear that I am just a leech in the family. Haha, my all shining brother and all his accomplishments at 17. And I am me. Same old same old.
Hey look, I am learning stuff!
www.Freerice.com Dude, I suck. I bookmarked the page and promise myself I would visit once a week to brush up on my vocabulary and useless painting knowledge but then I forgot. So since my internet is lagging too much to download educational videos properly, I am playing some nice vocabulary games while conveniently donating rice to people. Haha so I maxed out on French vocabs in a couple of...
sicklecellulite: For every person who takes the World Food Programme’s short quiz on the Horn of Africa hunger crisis, a child will be fed. Take the quiz and then spread the word! http://gifts.wfp.org/quiz/hornofafrica It takes around 1 minute I swear!
Fuck you too, AT&T.
Maybe I am suffering from internet withdrawal right now. Or maybe it’s one of those times I am trying to watch a freaking math video and it won’t load. I am now angry because I plan to get one full hour of study before 12. This internet is shit.
Run, run, toward the sun
but don’t stop because they are going to catch up to you: the shadows of your past the shadows of your fear, of loneliness and misery. Run, run, toward the sun.
Studying, part whatever
SAT: 20 minutes. Tumblr: 3 hours Calculus: 25 minutes Tiger and Bunny anime: 40 minutes Staring at fan art: 2 hours Uhh…tomorrow will hopefully be better. Wait, later today I mean.
I have successfully stared a math book for longer than an hour, yay! I don’t think I learned anything though. On the flip side, I managed to solve a couple of problems without much troubles. Alright one tiny step down. Next I shall have a look at my dusty SAT books.
I wrote stuff to myself in my school planner...
There is nothing you can blame for your own failures except your inability and your insecurity. Looking back though, it’s not that important. It’s life and people fuck up. What’s important though is moving on. You got Fs on math test? Please, people did worse. You can’t dance? Well, when you were 1, I don’t think you can even walk, so this is a damn improvement. You...
Twilight is on my dash. I repeat, Twilight is on...
What have I done to deserve this? *Sobs*
Okay so 50 push ups was a bad idea
But haha I just beat my 24 year old brother at push ups, so it’s worth it. Ow my arm though. Ow.
Giant spider on top of my sketch book.
Aww fudge. Smash it and risk getting dead spider carcass on book - no, bad move Ignore it and hope it move away - my food is also littered around the room Pick it up with bare hands and move it - I…uh, no Stare at it and hope it cower in fear - plan in progress with no visible success
Going to attempt some fanart.
I mean I’m going to try on something I know I will screw up badly. Hell, I’ll draw on LINED PAPER so that even if it turn out half decent, I can’t do anything about it. -Harry Potter -Pokemon -Tiger and Bunny When will I be able to draw awesome things? Aaah. So frustrating.
So I finally watched Harry Potter 7, part 2
Holy shit, Snape. Alan Rickman is a freaking godly actor. I almost cried and that’s saying something. Shit. I know that was expected, but still. + 5 Bawws and sniffles for the entire movie and the fact that it is over. Damn that 2 hours were the shortest ever. + 5 BAMF to Professor McGonagall and Neville. + 1 Aww for the tiny kids + 3 ROFL for the awkward hug and random lines The end...
Aww yeah, I did it.
Yen, 17, 12:59 AM. First time finishing summer homework early. No, not just the day it’s due early, or the weekend before it’s due. No no no. Weeks before it’s due. Man. I am such an accomplished child today. Okay so my mom is paying me $30 but still, it’s an accomplishment. The $30 is going to go in my “rainy day fund” anyways, so I’m not going to...
I am determined to figure out these 5 Calculus...
It is not going well. Why am I even blogging about this/thinking to myself out loud? Whatever. I shall Google Trig identities and go from there.
Cottonee! Cottonee! Eeee. So yeah, I’m playing games again. What’s new?
Favorite book: Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince Favorite movie: Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban House in Hogwarts: Slytherin Favorite professor: McGonagall Favorite character from the trio: Hermione Favorite minor character: Fred and George Favorite Death Eater: Bellatrix. So mad and twisted it’s awesome. Favorite class: Herbology Spell of choice: Lumos Favorite...
So I stared at some Calculus videos and was feeling quite dumb for not understanding it but I found out that it’s one of the topics for Calculus BC. Now I am pretty happy because hey, one less topic to die over next year. No I don’t understand why I am learning over the SUMMER FUN FUN TIME, but I am sort of proud of myself. Plus it keeps the parents off my back, so it’s a...
Why can I smell cigarettes from my room? ;-;
Typed this up during a black out, don't mind me.
Materials to survive a typical black out: -Laptop, fully charged -Flashlight -Ice cream, preferably with cone if you somehow manage -Whatever amount of ration available in your room It’s like finding your way around your house, a familiarity, in the dark. Numerous trips and tumbles later, you found out that it is harder than you thought, and you have the bruised knee to testify for it....
Well, there is no doubt about it. My computer is...
I have a strange attachment to certain objects. For example, I have one computer and three laptops. Two of these laptops are from 2010 or later, while my computer is from 2006. The odd thing is, I always seem to be using the computer and leaving my laptops tucked away in a corner of my closet, possibly already quite dusty. I don’t really know why I put up with this machine. It has several...
Sleep is good. I should sleep. Yes yes.
And as the boredom and your tired lids lull you to sleep, you tuck yourself in comfortably inside your blanket until you wake up tomorrow and wonder if it’s worth it to leave your warm bed. It’s just going to be another day that tastes paper-bland. Twisted words pile on top of the same old boring drama and the world lovingly falls a part just a little bit faster. When you are...
Why? I don't know.
I have spent the past two hours comparing dual core and quad core processors for my to be new computer. I Googled basically stuff like “Will CS4 run better on a quad core machine?” and “multicore processors and gaming.” Then things got distracting and I was off to research Intelcore vs AMD Phenom, several desktop tower models, Newegg, and processors. …and somehow,...
Oh hey look, I am still on Tumblr
It’s 1 AM and things move quite slowly. My eyelids are heavy but I can’t stop. It has become a bad habit. I know I’m not supposed to stay up this late and frankly, I don’t have anything better to do on the Internet besides listening to music really quietly or check out people’s blogs so I have no idea why I keep this up. This monotony. I am pretty sure once I decide...
Instant ego and self esteem boost is so easy to...
Step one: Dig up whatever stuff you wrote or drew at least five years ago Step two: Commence gagging, face-palming, or acts of pyromania while questioning what your younger self was possibly thinking Step three: Dig up some equivalent current work Step four: Just sit there and smile at it until you feel better. I do this way too often. I’ve kept two or three sketchbooks and some old...
"Vous êtes belles, mais vous êtes vides.... On ne...
You are beautiful, but you are empty. One could not die for you. (Le Petit Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry)
Burn those bridges and don’t ever go back.
Currently reading Le Petit Prince because I just...
Oh boy. My French SUCKS. Good thing there is a translated version online that I can sort of reference too.
Le Petit Prince
“Where are the people?” resumed the little prince at last. “It’s a little lonely in the desert…” “It is lonely when you’re among people, too,” said the snake.